it's my third year and i am finally starting to feel
like the person i wanted to be when i applied to this school
going to the lab or to the workshop every day was a dream
but not anymore because that is what i am really doing now
making things and making mistakes and making things better
i feel a growth within me, a joy, and the birth of ideas
the weather helps because it is always raining
it keeps us all quiet
i can almost feel the texture of a paper lying on the floor
in the home of someone i've never met before
it's as if i am the rain and i can go anywhere i fall